Motivation of life

Oke lets see, when we talk about "what your motto/tagline in your life? " , ngg give me time to think...
Oke this years my tagline "Don't hear what others people say, but hear what God say to you.Don't ask to God why your life like meaningless,but ask to God,how to make your life full with meaning."

Why my motto this year like this? Because in 2015,many things happen to me. Last year,God teach me, to know more about "kehilangan".

In february, my uncle passed away, he is like father to me for 14 years. And then I lost my only one brother that I had. And that is make depression for awhile.

I and my brother already fight for 2 years to make he's heal from his ilness. When he passed away, I ask God why bad things always happen to me. I ask God, why he take away again the people who I loved so much. He already took away my parents,but now he took away,my only one sibling.

I think that time, my life just meaningless. After my parents passed away, my brother was my motivation for 14 years. And after he gone, I don't know what my purpose in life. Many people talk about me.

But in one time, I know, God have best plan to me. Now, I just believe God will give me happiness when I do what He say. I don't care what others people talk about me,because is just waste time. Now, I often ask God how to make my life useful for others people. Because life is short, give kindness to others people is more useful,more than give badness.